Making Sense Out Of The Whole .... No Such Luck

I realize that every person has a unique point of view and belief system.

Long ago I stopped my own belief that there is ever going to be one idea and reality shared by all... this is not a statement of defeatism... but more of an acknowledgement that consciousness is held together by every ones different reality and that all those different realities make up the whole...
How many religions are there on this earth? And even in ONE religion .... how many opposing points of view. Everyone wants to think that they are right... and they are right... its their glue that holds them together and keeps them sane...

We all fear the same thing ... death... What happens afterwards... Where do we go....

I fear death... But you know... Like everyone I have no choice on the matter.... sooner of later...

And I think its that fear that gives power to Religion and God... however you want to define it.

I am always in Awe how each soul makes sense out of their reality, and ultimately how it is all held together... That's a mighty big job to oversee it all... Thank God for God....

February 14th

Here we go again .... Valentines Day

For many years I have been single, and Valentines Day has often been a day to be ignored ... but in a media driven culture it is a very hard thing to ignore such a big day.

I have been blessed to have someone to love, and who also loves me... and even though I had a great Valentines weekend ... I am still woke up alone today...But with a happiness... Valentines day is not just about celebrating your love for another, but also celebrating a love for yourself and your accomplishments...

Loving yourself and also another unconditionally is a very hard lesson to learn... it takes a lot of courage and maturity to do so... To love someone and yourself with no strings and conditions attached. But in the end you are rewarded.... with freedom ... both physical and mental.

You can learn just as much about yourself if you are single or bonded to another ....

I personally think its harder when you are in a relationship ... you have to consider your partner in all decisions and how it will effect them as well as yourself... that is a big responsibility... and it works both ways...

Its taken me a long time... But I love Valentines Day...

No Big Mystery

There is no great mystery about what I do and how I do it...

It is a matter of steps... just like with any other job or action in life.

I sit down... ground myself like an anchor... open myself up to the universal consciousness ( the energy of the universe ) ... and open myself up to the person I am reading... they open up like a book... a reading can be done in person or over the phone ... it does not matter where you are, the other side of the world or right next door.

Like everything there are boundaries to respect... I do not look without permission.

People fear the unseen and what is out of there control.

What I do is not fear based... The past is the past, and matters for not (learn from it )... The present is full of possibilities ( Enjoy the moment ) .... And the future? I personally do not like future casting... because it brings about expectation... and do you really want to know? I would not.... the future should be about anticipation... that's the fun in life.

My aim is to bring about hope and awareness... awareness of your own possibilities.

Patterns of Love

I have been giving readings for years...

For me giving a reading is like excersing a mussel, and what I get out of it is a better understanding of myself and also a brief glimse into how the universe is put together.

Like everyone of my clients who has come to me ... I ask the same questions... why?

Why are we here, Why do we have to suffer along the way, Why do we put ourselves through it? Do we have a choice?

Yes, we always have a choice...

Doing energy work, and being a psychic is like any other profession and skill ... you are good at somethings and others you are not.

I am very good at looking at; and reading Past life experiences.... like graduating from college that is my degree.

Doing any Past Life reading gives me the ability to see the overall picture of what is going on for you today, and we often drag pieces of who we once were and our own past actions into our present day lives...

There are somethings I have observed over and over again ... There is no resolution ...and we love messing with each others shit. It keeps us together... What better way to learn and propel our way forward...

You learn as much from an enemy as much as a friend.

For me there is no other high that can compare to the joyful peace, and connection I feel when I am giving a reading.

Seeking Each Other Through Damaged Lenses

We give ourselves away in pieces every day...To others and even to our own selves... a past Love relationship perhaps?

We look for and seek each other through damaged lenses ....We are looking for our own damage….and reflection in others…

I ... like everyone else... has been hurt when I comes to love... some people are able to shut it off and go on ... others become frozen in place... while others go through the experience and learn and then move on. I tend to fall in the middle of being frozen for awhile and then moving on.

I guess my damage is to enjoy the black hole of dispare for awhile... really look at it, understand it, and then move on ... to appreciate just having been able to love, some people don't even get the chance due to mental of physical conditions... I have never had any regrets about how I go about things... my process...

Everything changes and nothing remains constant...

Just A Thought For The Day

You got to do what makes you feel comfortable and Happy.... One step at a time. Stop projecting and getting overwhelmed by one of the many possibilities of and in your own imagination.

So many of us worry about things out of our control, like Save the planet.

That's a mighty big job.

Well.... I would think that helping and saving yourself first helps the planet in the end, and I don't mean finding Jesus...

If you believe in Jesus... than you should know that he is always there for you.

I once had a roommate who said that my soul, after I die, was going to have to spend some time in purgatory for my lack of recycling.... Never mind the fact that I had replaced ever light bulb in the house with an energy efficient one. I say that Today's trash is tomorrows oil....(the truth was that I stopped recycling because they never took out the trash, or brought the bins back in)

And yes... I do recycle... but I do not worry about if my neighbors are .... That could drive you crazy.

My view about the planet is simple..... This planet, our little Paradise....hurling its way through the massive universe... Is just a tool... for a group of souls.

The earth will survive and go on... We, on the other hand... I think the jury is still out on that one. One meteor, Another world war, A shift in the earth axis... you can kiss humanity goodbye....We are very fragile indeed...